EMO MODE
June 15, 2006
Macha in Pigtails
Originally posted: July 9th, 2005 04:59 am
I don't normally go all emo but it's late and I am feeling it right now.
Most people who know me think I am crazy. Most of them are right. I have no friends and I am alone. I've never been alone before. I don't know how to do this. Being into magick doesn't exactly make you popular with most people. Most people don't seem to look past the surface of things and then hold it against anyone who is different. And I am different. God I feel fucked up. I was just writing a post on an internet bbs thing and BOOM I start crying. I realized that what I was saying was going to make everyone think I am crazy and then once again I am alone. I mean even other Occultists think I am crazy. They think I am weird and now they think I am depressed, right? now I am weird and sad and alone and you don't like me any more.
Sorry.
I'll stop now.
and go to bed.
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khephret | September 16, 2006 at 12:25 am
Don’t fret. The Others are out there.
You’re not the only one.
I don’t know if you’ve found it already, but if you can, find the book “Generation Hex”, edited by Jason Louv. It helped me out a lot when I was going through a hard time finding the others.
Send out a Call….Trust me, it will be answered. The aether has a way of connecting those of us with the touch.